I miss you.  It’s been so long since I’ve seen you, but I feel like maybe, when one day I will see you again, nothing will have changed..  I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing, but I sure hope its a good thing. Because, deep in my heart, I know that God put you in my life for reason.  Whether that was for me to learn, grow, or just be happy for a while, I don’t know.  But either way, I am ever-greatful that you have been present in my life.

But until I see you, I feel like maybe… maybe you are slipping away from me.  I promise I won’t hold you back from what you want, but I still want you nonetheless.  I am confident that when I see you again, everything will be as it was.. I’m just trying to hold on without being too pushy.

I don’t know where you are, or why I haven’t heard from you.  I don’t know if you will read this, or if you really know how I feel.  But in any case, YOU are the one I want. And I want you now.. And I want you always..

… Then again, these days, “always” seems to take on its own meaning …

Love,

Me